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Limbo Land is No Fun!

Posted on by May 21, 2016 4

Well, the blood test came back normal, as did the Jolly test. I’m still having all the same weakness, gait problems, and hoarseness, though. From what I’ve been able to research on Google, neither of these tests is totally reliable, so I’m not ready to breathe a sigh of relief just yet.

I have asked that my Neuro refer me to a particular Endocrinologist, though, so maybe I can get an appointment with him next week. Well, I mean get the authority to make an appointment next week. No telling how long I’ll have to wait to actually SEE him.

Hubby and I are hoping I turn out to be Hypothyroid, as all my symptoms fit that disorder, and our daughter takes medication for it. All my thyroid tests were normal, but that doesn’t mean I don’t have a thyroid disorder. THAT would be easy to fix with medication, so we’re hoping that’s it.

I’ve all but quit jerking, too, even though I cut the Primidone from 3 at a time to 2 at a time, so I lowered it to one tablet morning and night yesterday, and I’m still not jerking. Very weird.

It sure would be nice and neat if medical tests were 100% accurate in every case, but this is real life. There are always exceptions.

More Tests – Still Waiting

Posted on by May 17, 2016 4

I went back to my Neurologist this week, since I’m still having lots of weakness, odd gait, balance issues, and other symptoms, such as my voice getting very hoarse the more I talk and the later in the day it gets. He had a Jolly’s Test done, which measures how much the muscles in one hand fatigue as they are repeatedly stimulated with an electrical shock.

This was not a fun test at all, but I got through it. Trying to joke a bit, I said something to the technician about this must be what a Taser feels like – and she said the test shock was stronger than a Taser! No wonder it hurt so badly! But, the good news is, my Neuro said he would call that day if the test came back abnormal…and he did not call!

I did have more blood tests done, however, and the results won’t be back until next week. I’m to call and see how those turned out, and then I guess I see him again, probably for more tests. I’m SO ready to feel better!!

In the meantime, since I am not jerking the way I was for the last year or so, he’s cut back my Primidone dose, and I’ve stopped my Triavil, Simvastatin, and Magnesium supplements. I don’t like stopping more than one medicine at a time, because you can’t tell which one was the culprit, but I’m getting desperate now. So I’m not doing this the proper way. I stopped them all at once. So far no additional jerks on the lower Primidone dose, but it’s only been two days. I can’t tell any difference yet, but I can hope that cutting down on my meds will do the trick.

We covet your prayers that God will guide my Neurologist in the right direction.

Odd Physical Therapy Today

Posted on by January 17, 2008  

I went to PT this morning, and they did start me on some exercises, all for my arms. The first few were fairly easy, but then she had me pushing down with what seemed like more resistance than the others were set for. I stopped at the first set of ten on that one, instead of doing two sets of ten the way I had done all the others.

Then I moved to the pulley rope, which I’ve done before with other therapy, and it’s always fairly easy, unless you just can’t raise your arms. I had no trouble with that at all. Problems came when I stood up from that one, though.

I woke up this morning trembling more than usual, and getting into the cold car this morning just made it worse. And then I did all this new exercising on top of that. I guess everything just worked together to bring major big time tremors in my legs and arms, all at the same time. I was frozen in place, unable to move, because I was just not in control at the moment. The Aide immediately pulled a chair over for me, and I didn’t do any more exercises. They hovered over me for awhile, with me assuring them that I was OK, that it would ease off on its own, that there wasn’t anything they could do, and I really was OK.

After I convinced them that I was not going to fall, they moved me to the room where they do the ultrasound and heat therapy with the TENS machine, and everything went as usual. About half way through all that, the tremors settled down to just the usual quiver in my right arm and leg.

The only thing I can think of is that using the machine that was apparently set with too much resistance for me to handle just used up the dopamine I had available for a little while. It will be interesting to see if I can find anything to agree or disagree with my hypothesis.

It’s been a shaky afternoon, and I just gave in to my chocolate craving – that’s my way to deal with stress, as any chocoholic will tell you. And my neck is sore, but not painful, from the exercise. But at least I’m walking around about like usual – maybe a little shakier, but not much.

She told me I have 3 more visits before I have to see the Orthopedist again, so I need to make that appointment. I should have done it today, but I’m in one of those procrastinating moods today, and I just didn’t feel like doing it. These moods don’t make any sense, but I get into them every once in awhile. Things that happen like this morning seem to bring this apathy on, like everything is just too much trouble. It’s stupid, I know, but it’s just the way I get at times. I’ll snap out of it, just as the shakes finally stopped. Just takes a little time.

Tomorrow is Date Day, and it will be a better day. I’m sure of it!

This is a Hard Post to Write

Posted on by December 20, 2007 11

I saw my Neurologist yesterday, and it turns out I did have good reason to be apprehensive about the appointment.

First of all, he agreed that I did not have any business having the epidurals on my cervical vertebrae. So, I called my Orthopedist to let them know that they could schedule the Physical Therapy, but not the epidurals. They called back later, and have already faxed the prescription to the PT I used last time, which is close to home. So, hopefully, I will be getting some relief from the neck pain and stiffness soon. Holidays, of course, will be in the way of a regular schedule, so who knows when I will actually start the sessions. It could easily be the beginning of next year.

He also took me off of the Levadopa/Carbidopa plus Lodosyn meds that the ER doc had added to my treatment, since it didn’t seem to be helping much at all. Taking too much of these meds can cause dyskinesia, which is involuntary movements. That may be why I had such an odd tremor develop of late, plus all the facial and tongue tics I have been experiencing.

But the news from the exam that has me so upset right now is that he is no longer sure I have Parkinson’s. He watched me walk, and I was so nervous by then that he got to see me at my worst. Both legs bobbing up and down like I was trying to walk across the floor of one of those carnival blow up bounce machines, and having to hold out my arms to the sides to keep my balance. Turning around and coming back towards him was just as bad. He had me take off my socks and shoes, and he did all the usual hitting with the hammer. He scraped the bottom of each foot, and also suddenly pushed both feet straight up several times, in a slapping kind of motion.

I have had the foot scrape thing done many times before, and I know what that was testing me for – the Babinski effect. That’s a test I failed some years ago when I was seeing a different Neurologist for migraine headaches. As far as I know I have not failed it since then. It has to do with the way your toes curl or straighten out when a hard object is scraped from the heel towards the toes. The normal reflex is to curl the toes inward. If the toes spread out, with the big toe stretching upward, it’s a sign of a lower extremity nerve problem. I don’t know if I passed it this time or not. He didn’t say, and I was too upset to ask. I have tried to look up what the sudden slapping of my feet upward meant, as I have never had that done to me before, but I haven’t been able to come up with the right search terms yet to find out what that was all about. He did move my arms around, while I kept them relaxed, and said he did not feel any cog wheeling. That’s something he would expect to find if I had Parkinson’s, and he has said in the past that he did feel it. It has something to do with the tremors, but that’s about all I know about cog wheeling.

They have made an appointment for me with the Chair of the Neurology Department at the University of Alabama in Birmingham. He is the Movement Disorder Specialist in this area, and is supposed to be my best chance of finding out what is wrong with me. Parkinson’s effects people in so many different ways, it may yet turn out to be the PD that my Neuro had initially diagnosed.

But for now, he has listed my diagnosis as the Peripheral Neuropathy plus Gait Debility. I’m back to that “not knowing” stage, and it is extremely upsetting for me, and for my dear sweet hubby. Of course, as you might expect with the chair of the department, I can’t get an appointment until the end of April. That’s going to be a long, long wait that is not going to be easy.

I felt such relief when my Neuro put a name to what was happening to me – even if it was that I had Parkinson’s. Now I am in limbo again, and I hate it.

Hubby has asked that I stop reading and researching about Parkinson’s for awhile, just to be sure that I have not been subconsciously absorbing the symptoms that I was reading about. That’s a fair request, so I have said a temporary goodbye to my Parkie friends on PatientsLikeMe, and will not be doing any PD research for awhile. I am going to continue to try to find out more about Peripheral Neuropathy, though, because there is no doubt that I have that. Unlike Parkinson’s, there are definitive tests for PN, which I most definitely have.

I don’t know how to adequately explain how I am feeling about all this right now. It’s almost as if I found out I was adopted, or something like that. It’s like my identity has been ripped to shreds, if that makes sense. I have developed some really close friendships with some wonderful PWP over the last year. Now, with one sentence, my Neuro has put the nature of that relationship in limbo.

This NOT KNOWING stage I am in again is very hard to deal with. I am vacillating between being scared of something worse than Parkinson’s, and being relieved that it could be something less progressive in nature than PD.

God is forever trying to teach me patience, and reliance on Him, rather than my own abilities. Looks like He is working on that big time right now. We haven’t actually said anything out loud, but I think hubby and I are going to keep this turn of events to ourselves for now. I can’t see any good reason to add this uncertainty to our children’s lives. They have enough to worry about on their own. So, I will pour out my feelings here on my blog, since no one who knows me personally ever reads it.

Two Ruptured Cervical Disks – No Wonder I’m Hurting!

Posted on by December 16, 2007  

I talked with my Orthopedist’s PA the other day, and she confirmed what I already knew. The disks are bulging on the two cervical vertebrae that are degenerating, and that’s what is causing the pain and stiffness. She doesn’t want to make an anesthesiologist appointment to get an epidural there until I have a chance to talk to my Neurologist. I see him Wednesday. I did ask that she talk to my Neuro’s nurse, rather than expect me to relay messages. It seems that the ER did not send any information to him about my time in the ER in September, when I had the horrible drug interaction with a steroid shot. So his nurse was completely surprised to hear I had a bad reaction.

So, we’ll be going to the hospital to sign the release form to get the records to take to my Neuro.

I continue to be concerned and in prayer for several Parkie buddies on the PatientsLikeMe site, who have been diagnosed with skin cancers. One has Melanoma, and the other has Squamous Cell Cancer. Both were caught early, with every reason to believe they will be just fine. We are all praying for their recovery.

There is another woman on there who’s brother also has PD, who had unrelated surgery, and to quote her – “his brain is mush.” She said he has already tried to leave the hospital. When I thought I was going to have to have surgery back a few months ago, I learned all kinds of scary things about how difficult it is for PWP to have any kind of anesthesia without serious side effects. Also, it is very difficult to get hospitals to keep the PD meds coming on time. And that can mean the difference between being mobile and thinking normally, and not.

I wore my new “Sunday” shoes today, and I really like them. They help with my balance, they feel good on, and they are unobtrusive. I doubt if anyone has even noticed that I’m not wearing dress shoes. I don’t feel the least bit self conscious in them, so if someone has noticed them – I don’t care.

I am having one problem, though, that came unexpectedly. Last night I noticed a red itchy place on my wrist where the back of the Timex watch is against my skin. I had noticed that the skin was getting slick and shiny there a couple of weeks ago, so I started taking it off at night to go to sleep. Evidently I didn’t heed the warning in time, as I now have a nice round ringworm there. It’s been holding too much moisture against my skin, as it is fairly tight. It’s a big man size watch, and not particularly comfortable, but I was willing to tolerate it, because it is so helpful. I may end up taking the band off, and just keeping it in my pocket.

I have not been able to do much exercising for the last month, partly because of my neck, but mostly because my DH over did it and his Sciatica is acting up again. I’ve been so busy working on the requests on our Plush Memories blog that I have been sitting still more than I probably should be. I’ve not been doing the Tai Chi, either. I know I really need to get back with a scheduled exercise program, the way I was before.

So, some things improve, while other new aggravations begin. Not so different than what happens to everyone, right?

Neck Pain and Tremors Causing Problems

Posted on by December 9, 2007 2

I’m having two main problems from the Parkinson’s right now – my very stiff and painful neck, and the much increased tremors, particularly in my right foot.

I’m sleeping with a very soft neck pillow, the kind that look like a C, and I keep it behind my neck while I sit at the computer, too. That helps me get to sleep and cuts down on the pain of just holding my head up. As the day goes on, the pain is getting worse and worse.

I am waiting to hear from my Orthopedist now about a standing MRI appointment. Hubby has Jury Duty next week, so that means I will have to wait longer to get it done. Can’t be helped, but it’s frustrating. He had to ask for a deferral back when we were taking care of Daddy, so he can’t very well ask for another one because he is taking care of me. There is absolutely no way I could drive myself to the big city, as long as it’s been since I’ve driven at all, even though I am no longer having the sudden sleep attacks. Maybe, if he is lucky, he won’t have to serve for long, and I can get it done toward the end of this week. I sure hope so. The Methacarbamol and Mobic aren’t helping enough to warrant taking the pills, so I quit taking them.

I’ve tried to continue with as much exercise as possible, but DH hurt his back again several weeks ago, and his sciatic nerve is acting up. He hasn’t felt like going to the track, so I haven’t been getting enough exercise lately. I am still working out in the yard the best I can, but it makes my neck hurt worse.

I’m also having considerably more problems due to tremors. For the first year of PD I didn’t have any tremors at all. I was beginning to have small ones on Sundays mostly, while we were listening to the sermon. I finally decided that it was the uncomfortable pews, being too still too long, and being cold, all working together to stress my muscles. But that was a very mild nuisance tremor.

Since I had the steroid interaction that sent me to the ER, however, the tremor in my right leg and foot have been so strong that it makes walking and standing much more difficult. It still comes and goes, but when I get the least bit tired, as I do when I walk very much, that leg starts dancing a jig all on its own. I am having more problems with balance because of it, and I am beginning to experience what is called freezing. When I stand up, I have to kind of wait before I can get that pesky right foot to make up its mind to move where I want it to, it’s so busy moving where it wants to.

One thing’s for sure, I look like I have Parkinson’s now, where I didn’t until recently. Even my lips, tongue, and eyebrows are beginning to quiver. We had our portraits made the other day to give to our children for Christmas, and it was all I could do to hold the poses long enough to get a good picture. My face behaved, but not my leg. It took every bit of will power I had to make my leg be still. If I hold my breath and really concentrate, I can stop the tremors momentarily, thank goodness. I had to do that to get the X-rays on my neck done a couple of weeks ago, too.

So, things have been a little difficult lately, but I am still managing OK. I’ve been listing a lot on eBay, and we have had some good sales there. I’ve also been concentrating on trying to help as many people as I can on my Plush Memories blog. I’ve managed to find several lost lovies for people, and some of my blog readers there have found a few more. And, there have been a few times that we had the lovey they were looking for in stock, so I’ve made a few sales, and made some folks very happy all at the same time. That’s what makes selling the plush toys so much fun.

We are still going to Estate Sales, but this time of year there usually aren’t as many on a given Friday. That’s OK, because I really can’t manage more than a few anyway, as I tire out and hurt too much to go to very many. So, we have been doing a little bit of Estate Sale hunting and a little bit of Christmas shopping on Fridays. The only thing we absolutely have to go to stores for is all the Stocking Stuffer odds and ends that we give our children and grandchildren every year. And this year, we have been buying things for their stockings all year long, which is a blessing.

Thank goodness for Internet shopping! I’ve been buying most of our gifts online for years, but this year it has been a blessing. The black pair of Skechers came the other day, and I wore them to get our portraits made. They feel wonderful, and they do improve may stability much more than the Sunday shoes I have been wearing. Our daughters wear the same size shoes I do, so looks like they will be getting some hand me down shoes.

So, I keep going, making changes as I must.

Insurance Has APPROVED My Dental Appliance!!

Posted on by November 10, 2007 8

I knew I was having a good day yesterday! When we came home from our Date Day, I had a lovely letter waiting for me, stating that the TAP Dental Appliance has been approved by my insurance for the treatment of my Sleep Apnea. I immediately called them to find out how to get my money back, as I had to pay my dentist for it up front. They are sending me the forms to take care of this. Whooopiieeeee!! I had anticipated some trouble with them agreeing that it was eligible, so that’s something else I can cross off my list.

My neck is still very uncomfortable, but I made myself work on the compost heap this morning. I can’t afford to give in to it, or I’ll find myself able to do less and less.

I actually slept until my first medicine alarm went off this morning at 5:00AM! EIGHT HOURS OF SLEEP!!! That’s the first time that has happened. I’m still waking up quite a bit in the night, but unlike before, I am able to drift back to sleep, even after I’ve been up to use the bathroom.

We ate at on of our favorite Mexican restaurants yesterday for lunch, but I was a good girl and got the Huevos Rancheros, which is nothing but sunny side up eggs with sauce on top. I scrape the sauce over to the side, eat the Spanish rice and the eggs, and just taste the refried beans. I did get a side order of the guacamole, which I really enjoy and finished off a bunch of the tostados they bring. I did NOT have the woozy feeling after lunch. So I’m pretty sure it’s not protein that sets it off. It may be fat, though. I’ve basically been avoiding eating beef or pork for lunch. Most of the week we had the fake crab meat in a spinach and cabbage salad, and that does not cause the funny feeling, either.

I’m still having real problems with tremors and walking is not as easy, as I have this constant feeling of walking on Jello, because my legs are shaking the whole time I am walking. I’m using the cane just about any time we leave the house now, except for church. I’m trying to hold off using it there, because I get asked too many questions about how I’m doing. It makes me self conscious. I have started taking a lap robe to church, though, as I have come to realize that I have the hard tremors in church because I’m cold! I’ll be making an appointment with the Neurologist next week, now that I’ve been on the new meds for awhile and the apnea and tummy are well under control.

Our older daughter and her hubby are going to do the honors for Thanksgiving Dinner this year. They both love to cook, which I never did, and this is their first holiday in their new home. I’ve always been the one to have the Thanksgiving meal, but I’m very happy to pass this tradition along to her, and just help out with the expense. Hopefully our younger daughter and her family will be able to come, too. With me not having to do anything for dinner, I can really enjoy the day.

So, things continue to come to good conclusions, and I remain optimistic. May we all have a great day today!!

Still Having Problems, But I’m Sleeping Longer!

Posted on by November 3, 2007 2

I have managed to “stay in bed” for over 7 hours now 4 nights in a row. I wish I could say that means I was asleep the whole time, but that hasn’t happened yet. It is still a considerable improvement, however. The last pill I take at night is the Bentyl, which is supposed to calm my colon and prevent the spasms that have been plaguing me for so long. It is an antidepressant, so I suspect that may be at least part of the reason I’ve been able to delay getting up as well as I have been. I continue to wear the TAP each night, so maybe it’s a combination of both of them. Whatever it is, I’m thankful for it.

I’ve spent the last three days trying to overcome the stiffest neck I’ve ever had in my life. It started Wednesday evening, out of nowhere. I could feel the neck muscles all tensed up, and it was impossible for me to turn either way more than a couple of degrees. I tried the hot pad, plus took some Tylenol, and hoped I would sleep it off. I also did not wear the TAP that night, thinking that might make it worse. It was still extremely tight and painful all day Thursday, but I did go back to wearing the TAP. Nothing seemed to make it go away. It was considerably better by Friday, although I did take some Arthritis Strength Tylenol to get to sleep. Now, I am able to turn my head both ways maybe 45 degrees each way before the pain stops me.

I’m not really sure where this spasm came from. I did work out in the yard Wednesday more than I have been, and I could have over done it there. Or, it could be that I have turned the TAP screw past what my jaw can handle. Just in case it was the TAP, I backed up several turns on it to give my jaw muscles a rest.

I did get my flu shot this week, with no side effects at all. And I made sure the nurse put the information in my records about Celestone causing me to have such a horrible Parkinson’s episode. I have not yet returned to the state I was in before the steroid shot, so I guess I won’t be getting back to that point. It’s been too long now. If I were going to recover completely, I would have by now.

I am still having those weird spaced out episodes after lunch mostly. I’ve tried eating meat, not eating meat, staying away from any protein, eating normally, eating things I’m not supposed to eat, like pizza, and eating very carefully selected IBS foods. Nothing seems to be an obvious trigger, so I’m left to think it is the medicine itself doing it. That would be the noon dose of Levadopa/Carbidopa (Sinemet). I’m not sure why I have more trouble with the noon dose, as I take this med with all three meals. It remains a puzzle.

I’ve been working hard on several computer projects lately, so I’m behind on listing items on eBay. I have got to get that done today, though, as we are being squished by all the bags of plush toys packed into our two spare bedrooms. LOL We buy them faster than I can sell them!!

So, I guess it’s time to quit blogging, and start taking some photos!!

Some Things Better, Progress with Others

Posted on by October 27, 2007 2

I’ve been busy the last few days trying to get used to the TAP and regulating my meds and diet to try to deal with the colon problems I’ve had for well over a year now. The TAP dental appliance is doing as well as I would expect. I slept about 7 hours last night, which is a huge improvement for me. I am still waking up a couple of times in the night to go to the bathroom, though, so it’s not yet a completely restful sleep. It’s time for me to make an appointment for a new Sleep Study, to see if the device is handling my Apnea appropriately. That will be the determining factor on whether I can get my insurance to pay for the TAP or not, and whether it’s worth using.

I am pleased to see that there is a way to use the TAP device as the anchoring mechanism for a CPAP mask, if it becomes necessary to go back on that. A nasal pillow delivery system can be attached directly to the dental appliance, so there would be no straps or mask all over my face. That’s encouraging, as it means I can look forward to either getting by with just the TAP, or the TAP plus CPAP – but NO MASK!!! So, I’m very optimistic about the coming Sleep Study.

As for the elimination situation, I am somewhat improved, although certainly not where I would like to be. I’m still belching and having gas problems, but not having as much trouble actually going to the bathroom as I was. So, the Acidophilus, the Bentyl prescription, and an extra Metamucil capsule a day seem to be the right plan of attack for that problem.

DH and I have been searching for some practical ways for me to keep track of all my pills, the dosing times, and a way to effectively keep me on schedule. I seem to have some kind of Freudian aversion to remembering to take my pills. I hate having to take so much medicine, and I think it’s causing some kind of passive aggressive reaction that I’m going to have to overcome. We’ve taken some positive steps to get over this hump. We bought two Plano tool/fishing tackle boxes, each with 4 storage boxes in it. That gives me enough boxes for 8 days, so I can make up meds once a week and have a spare. Right now I am taking medicine at 12 different times a day, so I put a numbered sticker in the bottom of each little compartment, with the dosing time on it. I can take the small box for one day with me wherever I go fairly easily. I even found that I could use my Bible cover to “hide” my pills on Sunday. I just carried my Bible loose and put the pill box in where the Bible would have been. I have to take a dose between Sunday School and Church, so this worked nicely.

Getting me on a dependable schedule was the next problem to handle. I searched for days all over the Internet, looking for pill reminder systems that I thought would work for me. Most would not give enough alarms to suit my needs, or any PWP’s needs, for that matter. PWP tend to take our meds closer and closer to each other as the disease progresses, so it’s not unusual for a Parkie to be taking something every hour during the day, and even getting up in the night to take something. Also, some of the more promising systems only allowed you to set pill reminders from say 8:00AM to midnight, and my first pill is at 5:00 AM.

So, I ended up buying a Timex Ironman Data Link watch, which can be connected to the computer via USB. It’s like having a PDA on your wrist. It came yesterday, but I have been studying everything I could find about it while I waited for it to come, and I had my pill schedule all ready to send to the watch. It worked like a charm. It beeps and the face lights up and flashes for several seconds, and the names of the pills I need to take scroll across the watch face. If I don’t push a button on the watch, I get another reminder in 5 minutes. Since I’ll be wearing it, I’m much more likely to heed the reminder. I also have the reminders set up on Outlook, since the computer is on all day long, anyway.

The watch needs to be quite large, as you might expect, so it’s the size of a man’s sports watch. I don’t mind that, if it keeps me from forgetting a pill, as I have been prone to do. For now, it’s in my pocket, because I’m going to have some links taken out of the band. There’s a lot to learn about this watch, but the main thing for me was the Alarm mode, as it allows up to 200 alarms a day! And that was super easy to get up and running.

My tremors still remain, not as bad as they were when I went to the ER, but still enough to make me feel like I’m trying to walk on Jello, and it gets worse as I get tired later on in the day. I use the walls and the furniture here in the house to steady myself, and I have managed to do without my cane at church, by the hardest. But anywhere else we go, like our Date Day, or to go out to eat, I’m using the cane. The hand tremors are also more prominent, and don’t seem to ever go away completely, but I can handle a fork and spoon OK, and type, so I can live with that.

My biggest problem has been the odd about to pass out feeling I’ve been getting after lunch and supper, but not breakfast. We’ve checked my blood pressure during a couple of these attacks, and it’s always low, like 98/58 low. I can’t do much but sit very still and wait for the feeling to pass. I have found that eating something sweet makes me feel better, but that may just be because it’s a comfort food for me. Or, it may means that this feeling is from a low blood sugar situation, rather than a low blood pressure one.

We may have narrowed it down to being an interaction between the Sinemet and the protein in my meals. Yesterday, just as a test, I had a vegetable lunch without any meat, and I did not have the weird feeling later on. So, I’ll try that again for a few days, and see what happens.

Dear sweet hubby took over the compost making task for me for the last couple of weeks, but I did it all by myself this morning. I’m very tired, but feeling good that I was able to accomplish it. I’m also sweeping off parts of the driveway almost daily now, and the deck and patio underneath every once in awhile. That gives my arms and shoulders a good workout, and it’s good for my balance, too. I’m also using the trekking poles the whole time at the track now, where I usually do 3 laps, and then the leg exercises and my Tai Chi. My balance is still way off, so the Tai Chi looks pretty ragged, but I’m doing it anyway. After all, nobody but me knows just how pitiful my form is, right? 😉

So, I see progress with several areas of concern, but disappointment that I am in nowhere near as good a shape as I was before I had the Celestone shot that sent me to the ER.

I continue to try my best to live each day with a positive outlook, and I think the Bentyl has helped with the depression I was dealing with.

Bits of This and That

Posted on by August 27, 2007  

I’ve been a good girl, and I’ve tried to use the C-Pap machine every night. I can only say try, because I’m still not using it all night long. I did manage to keep it on for 6 hours on Saturday night, and I thought I had it licked. Then last night I couldn’t stand it past 1:30AM.

I’m pretty much used to the nose canula now, but the chin strap contraption is quite another matter. I’m going to call the tech again this morning for another appointment, since I only have another week before I’m stuck with whatever equipment I have after 30 days. I have Acne Rosacea, which normally is not a problem for me, as I quit wearing makeup, except for lipstick, many years ago. The reason I bring that up is that all these straps and bands is irritating my face. I’m starting to get red patches around my mouth where the chin strap is rubbing as I turn in the night. There are several other types of chin straps available, so I’m hoping she can find something else that I can use.

We’re in the middle of a cold wave right now, with high temperatures in the 90’s! So, DH got up this morning in the mood to go walking. We were out at the track at 5:15AM, and there were already people out there walking. It’s really the only time of day that it’s safe to be doing it right now. I did 3/4 mile, plus my knee and shoulder exercises, and the Tai Chi, while he did 2 miles. Not bad for the first time we’ve been there in several weeks. Of course, I’ve been walking around at home and working a little bit in the yard each morning, so I was not out of shape too badly. Maybe tomorrow I’ll walk a mile, but I won’t push it if I’m not ready. I learned that lesson really well.

The gas is still just as much a problem as it has been, and I’m supposed to call my Gastro this week to let him know how I’m doing. I’ll wait a few more days, just in case DH’s explanation is right. He thinks I need to give myself a few days for the colon to adjust after the GoLYTELY, and he’s probably right.

I also noticed that the tremor in my hands is becoming more noticeable, and showing up more often. I’ve not had tremors up until recently. Balance wasn’t so good yesterday, either. But I’m not in walking shoes on Sunday morning, and that could be it. I am wearing flats, with as much support as I could find, but I never feel as secure when I wear them. I’m not sure what I could wear that didn’t look like athletic shoes, but I’m going to have to find something. Part of the problem right now is that I have more tissue swelling than I have been having. I’ve been on a diuretic for a long time, even before I was diagnosed with PD. But now, my fingers are so swollen that I can’t completely close my fists. My ankles are badly swollen, too, and my weight is up, which I’m assuming is fluid.

So, I’m still dealing with lots of little problems, none of which, hopefully, are serious, but all are things that lesson my quality of life. I am thankful that I am in as good a shape as I am. Reading about all the problems that other PWP have makes me feel very blessed that I have a wonderful hubby to help me when I need it, and sympathize with me when I need that, too. I feel for those Parkies friends whose symptoms are so much more debilitating than mine are, and pray that they have a good day today.