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Looking for Folks with MSA – an Aggressive form of Parkinson’s

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I have been a member of PatientsLikeMe for some time now, and am convinced that it is one of the best sites for people with all kinds of neurological diseases to join, from those with ALS, MS, to various forms of Parkinson’s Disease. They have split off a new forum for those Parkinson’s members who have been diagnosed with MSA. Multiple System Atrophy is a particularly aggressive form of the Parkinson’s like diseases, with some symptoms that Parkies don’t usually have.

I wrote recently about one of my PLM friends whose diagnosis was recently changed to MSA, and she is blogging about her experience dealing with this devastating change of direction. She’s doing a great job of letting the reader see the physical and emotional trials she is experiencing.

So, I’m calling for all those who have been diagnosed with MSA to take a look at PLM and at least consider joining and participating. And while you’re at it, go give B’Nana an encouraging word. I’m sure she can use it!!

GREAT NEWS!!! – My New Diagnosis Is ESSENTIAL MYOCLONUS!!

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I finally got to talk to a nurse on Dr. Watt’s staff today, and I now have an official diagnosis that I can take to insurance companies. I do not have Parkinson’s, nor anything in the Parkinson’s Family. I have what is called Essential Myoclonus. It is not a progressive disease, which is the best news of all.

They do not know what causes it, but the Primidone is doing a remarkable job of controlling my movements. So I look forward to continued improvement and taking my life back! I asked if it would be OK to add an extra half tablet in the mornings, because the dose wears off in the afternoons, particularly if I am more physically active or stressed. She gave me the usual precautions about not using it if I became overly drowsy, be careful about driving, etc., but they are leaving the timing and use of the half tablet up to me. I am to start it in the mornings and then move closer to lunch if I want to try it there after a week or so.

I have been telling everyone about how wonderful I have been feeling since I went on the Primidone and how truly blessed by God I feel. I have strong emotional ties to lots of online Parkie friends, and I would only wish that they could have such good news from their doctors very soon. I guess I’m going to have to add another section for research about Myoclonus to my sidebar now, and come up with a better name for this blog. I have been very active in the Parkinson’s PatientLikeMe forum, but I imagine I will be spending more time in the Essential Myoclonus section of WeMove.com now.

I lived in their world for almost three years, so I have a perspective into what it is like to have Parkinson’s that most people can never have, unless they actually have the disease or are very close to someone with it. That is a valuable perspective that I do not want to squander. I’m not sure how God can use me in regards to this, but I’m sure in His good time it will become apparent.

I have tried to chronicle my journey from the very first days of the initial diagnosis of Parkinson’s, through all the struggles I had with my digestive system fighting against the PD meds, to modifying my lifestyle to keep me safe, to the onset of tremors that soon turned into horrible shaking. I’ve tried to present an accurate picture of what was happening to me emotionally, as well as physically.

I am proud of this blog and hope that it will continue to be helpful to those who read it. May God use me and this blog to good purpose.

Getting Back to “Normal” and Doing Some Soul Searching

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I didn’t have any lasting bad effects from the Physical Therapy last week, and my neck continues to improve. The pain is essentially gone, although I do still have some stiffness, and certain activities still hurt. At least I am not hurting when I’m doing nothing!

I continue to limit my reading about Parkinson’s, but it sure is hard to intentionally stay away from Parkie friends I value so much. I had intended to stay away until I had the appointment with the Movement Disorder Specialist (MDS) in April, but I just couldn’t do it. They are too much a part of my life now. If I am diagnosed with something besides PD, I plan to keep up with them anyway. I did stay active in the Alzheimer’s caregiver forum I belonged to for quite awhile after our parents died, but I did finally quit visiting. Life moves on eventually.

I had another choking episode with a pill a couple of days ago that was really bad. That particular pill burns in the mouth, for some reason, if it doesn’t go down right away, and it burned in my throat when it got stuck. I ended up with a very sore throat that lasted until the next day. So, again, I’ve gone back to doing what my Gastroenterologist told me to do. Taking the pills in apple sauce instead of water makes all the difference. I’m just being lazy, and dealing with a heavy dose of apathy right now. That’s the only way to explain that it’s easier to get a glass of water than to open the fridge and get out the apple sauce and a spoon. I have gradually stopped doing several things he told me to do, and I need to get back to the straight and narrow, for my own sake, and my hubby’s. He worries about me so, often without good reason, other than he loves me. I must try to do all I can to keep from getting myself into situations like this that scare him so.

There was a post on Patients Like Me today that has me doing some heavy thinking. Basically, it was about how many Parkies avoid being around those PWP who are farther along in their stage of the disease, because they do not want to be confronted with their own possible future. I know I fit in that category, as I have intentionally not even tried to find a support group, and I have turned down some invitations to meet some online Parkie friends who live in Alabama, too. It’s one thing to read how they are doing, but quite another to see it for myself. I know that’s the way I would react, because I freaked out when I first looked at a free DVD I ordered that had real Parkinson’s people doing exercises. I haven’t watched it again. It does help, knowing that other PWP feel this way, too, but it’s not fair for those who are farther along, who are missing the support they need. It’s a reaction I’m going to have to work on, but not until after I see the MDS.

As it always seems to be, I get better in one area and regress in another. I guess that’s normal for everybody, right?

Looking for a Parkie Who Reads/Writes in Vietnamese

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The Patients Like Me site I belong to has a new member, with very limited English, who wants to correspond with any PWP who can correspond in Vietnamese. He might also be able to talk to a Parkie who is fluent in French, but I’m not sure about that. Nope! He wrote me, and he does not speak French. Well, I was hoping.

When I Googled on the Internet, trying to find a Parkie who spoke Vietnamese, I found lots of articles about all the Vietnam veterans who were exposed to Agent Orange. It seems that there is a high incidence of Parkinson’s among that group. With all the other terrible problems these soldiers have faced over the years from Agent Orange, this is just one more tragedy they have had to endure. My heart goes out to them, and to their families.

I would suspect that there is a high incidence of PD among the native Vietnamese population, as well. The Parkie I am trying to help find someone to correspond with is 51.

Please pass this request along, so we can help this fellow Parkie find an understanding friend.

Bits of This and That

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I’ve been a good girl, and I’ve tried to use the C-Pap machine every night. I can only say try, because I’m still not using it all night long. I did manage to keep it on for 6 hours on Saturday night, and I thought I had it licked. Then last night I couldn’t stand it past 1:30AM.

I’m pretty much used to the nose canula now, but the chin strap contraption is quite another matter. I’m going to call the tech again this morning for another appointment, since I only have another week before I’m stuck with whatever equipment I have after 30 days. I have Acne Rosacea, which normally is not a problem for me, as I quit wearing makeup, except for lipstick, many years ago. The reason I bring that up is that all these straps and bands is irritating my face. I’m starting to get red patches around my mouth where the chin strap is rubbing as I turn in the night. There are several other types of chin straps available, so I’m hoping she can find something else that I can use.

We’re in the middle of a cold wave right now, with high temperatures in the 90’s! So, DH got up this morning in the mood to go walking. We were out at the track at 5:15AM, and there were already people out there walking. It’s really the only time of day that it’s safe to be doing it right now. I did 3/4 mile, plus my knee and shoulder exercises, and the Tai Chi, while he did 2 miles. Not bad for the first time we’ve been there in several weeks. Of course, I’ve been walking around at home and working a little bit in the yard each morning, so I was not out of shape too badly. Maybe tomorrow I’ll walk a mile, but I won’t push it if I’m not ready. I learned that lesson really well.

The gas is still just as much a problem as it has been, and I’m supposed to call my Gastro this week to let him know how I’m doing. I’ll wait a few more days, just in case DH’s explanation is right. He thinks I need to give myself a few days for the colon to adjust after the GoLYTELY, and he’s probably right.

I also noticed that the tremor in my hands is becoming more noticeable, and showing up more often. I’ve not had tremors up until recently. Balance wasn’t so good yesterday, either. But I’m not in walking shoes on Sunday morning, and that could be it. I am wearing flats, with as much support as I could find, but I never feel as secure when I wear them. I’m not sure what I could wear that didn’t look like athletic shoes, but I’m going to have to find something. Part of the problem right now is that I have more tissue swelling than I have been having. I’ve been on a diuretic for a long time, even before I was diagnosed with PD. But now, my fingers are so swollen that I can’t completely close my fists. My ankles are badly swollen, too, and my weight is up, which I’m assuming is fluid.

So, I’m still dealing with lots of little problems, none of which, hopefully, are serious, but all are things that lesson my quality of life. I am thankful that I am in as good a shape as I am. Reading about all the problems that other PWP have makes me feel very blessed that I have a wonderful hubby to help me when I need it, and sympathize with me when I need that, too. I feel for those Parkies friends whose symptoms are so much more debilitating than mine are, and pray that they have a good day today.

Have You Ever Heard of Parkinson’s PLUS??

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One of my online Parkie buddies, Dan, has been diagnosed with Parkinson’s Plus. There are also several PWP I keep up with on the Patients Like Me site who also have PD Plus. If you know someone with Parkinson’s and the meds don’t seem to be helping, they might find some ideas about what else could be going on at Dan’s PD Plus Me blog. He has an extremely well written blog, with lots of great posts on many PD topics.

The post title will link you to the beginning of a series he plans on doing about each of the types of PD Plus. I’m looking forward to reading them all.

Get Help Paying for Prescriptions IF YOU DON’T HAVE INSURANCE!!

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One of my new Parkie friends that I have met on the PatientsLikeMe site is knoxgal. She posted an extensive set of links for places to go to get help paying for Parkinson’s meds, for those who do not have insurance. Some of these sites are for other than just PD meds, too. I asked permission to copy her post for any of you who either need this information yourself, or know someone who could make good use of it.

Bridge to Access:

Azilect:

GlaxoSmithKline

Needy Meds:

Partnership for Patience Assistance

Johnson & Johnson:

This is what knoxgal has to say:

Every site is different as to what meds they will cover. Most require the same thing and I am offering this info through trial and error. To get started you will need to contact them to get an application. Fill out the application and note the requirements needed. Number 1 — prescription. Number two–verification of income. Number three– a copy of W2 for the last year. Later, they have requested the last page of my filing with the IRS, showing your income and the amount of your refund etc.

Please note every site requires something different, such as your income, employment status etc. Once you have all of your forms filled out, and documents together, you need to get these to your doctor for him to sign them and he will get them into the provider for you.

I have found that they are really good about automatically sending you refills. You don’t even have to request them. You usually qualify for free meds or discounted meds for a year. After a year is up, you do need to reapply.

I hope this is helpful.

I should think there would be a lot of folks who would find this information helpful, and I want to thank knoxgal for allowing me to copy her post.

PS Just to give you an idea of what a neat site PatientsLikeMe is, here’s the public part of my information on the site, plus you can see what other patients have made public, as well. Right now, they are set up for patients with ALS and MS, as well.

Startle Reflex Does Me IN!!

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Have you ever seen a small baby startle? Their whole body is involved, with arms and legs flailing wildly, looking like they can almost jump straight up off the table. Well, yesterday, I looked like that, and it was a very upsetting episode.

I’ve always been easily startled, so up until recently, I had not made the connection with my increased jumpiness and my PD. I’ve been attributing it to my insomnia. After reading about other PWP on the ParkinsonLikeMe site, I’ve come to realize that this phenomena is a fairly common PD symptom.

We were just finishing up eating at our favorite Mexican restaurant, when the people behind us must have been celebrating someone’s birthday. Without any warning to me, because I had my back to them, the waiters had gathered at their booth and started singing loudly in Spanish. I jumped out of my skin. My heart was racing, and it was all I could do to hold the tears long enough to get out of there. Poor hubby was so angry that he all but threw the money for our meal at them, and he vowed we would never come in there again.

I was so upset, partly from still feeling the effects of such a powerful reaction, but also with myself, because I had reacted that way at all. I couldn’t stop the tears, and remained very depressed the rest of the day. It completely spoiled our day out, and that’s a shame. I can feel the tears welling up, even now as I write about it. Such a simple thing, but it really drove home just how much I have changed.

I read other’s stories, like Dan’s that I posted about today, and I’m ashamed of myself for being depressed over my little problems. But that only makes the depression worse. I can only pray for strength and make myself get up and do … do something … do anything… and not wallow.

A PD Plus Story You Should Read!

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I want to thank Dan, of PdPlusMe, for writing a detailed post on his early symptoms and struggles with what was eventually diagnosed as PD Plus. If you, or anyone you know, has Parkinson symptoms which are not helped with Sinemet or other traditional PD meds, please get them to read his blog!!

pd plus me: Looking for those with Parkinson’s Plus and PD

PatientsLikeMe Site Is AWESOME

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I’ve spent a lot of time today exploring all the neat pages on the PatientsLikeMe site. I received an invitation to join, and now, I’d like to extend that invitation to all of you. It does involve putting in a lot of medical information about yourself, but I’ve already done that here, so I decided that shouldn’t stop me from joining. I’m so glad I did, as I’ve already read some posts on the forum that made me feel less strange and alone. I can see that the aggregation of data they are trying to achieve will be a fantastic tool for research and personal information.

So, here’s the link:

http://www.patientslikeme.com/

and here’s the personal profile I’ve been working on today.

http://www.patientslikeme.com/members/view/Dirty+Butter

They have it fixed so you can find all members who have the same symptoms, use the same meds, etc. as you.